back

lhello im back here

i kinda miss 2019 vibes

but i know when i missed it

i also do miss the depressive vibes that comes around it

2019 has been what a year

the year i’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression

a college dropout

my first breakup

loneliness

poor environment and support system

having no one

most of the nights i was thinking of jumping off the building

cant even concentrate in life or my study

like a walking-zombie

and living doesnt feel like living

there were too much darkness through it

but i kinda miss it sometimes and right now

and with the longing feeling, comes along the depressive vibes

i was also just a depressive girly during 2019

what a year it has been

but it was also the year i met my man

it was sweet

and has bit of tanginess (mango-like)

the meeting