care

 Nowadays, do you still care or even care about me does not matter anymore.


The past doesn't really matter now.


The most matter now is me, and how do I keep going in my life.


I do not really care what happened anymore or at least that is what I want.


I still can see things from the good side and only see the goodness in everything and what happened.


But the disrespect that I get still haunts me and I just can't let it slide.


The disrespect is the thing that I won't let myself experience again.


Think of how harmless my intentions are and how I don't have any bad intentions for everyone.


I know I  don't deserve the disrespect.

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